detached

I am living in my own little world. I am detached. I want to hide on a little hole and be with myself. Just myself. Nobody else but myself. I wanna be alone. With all the things I'll need to make me happy. All things but no other person but me. What is happening to me? WHy am I being like this? It all started with that one look. And now, everything is messed up. My mind is messed up. I am messed up.