merry christmas

Di ko man lang naramdaman ang pasko. Nakakainis. Dati September pa lang excited na ako sa pasko. Ngayong taon na to, hindi ko naramadaman. Lumipas lang siya. Nakakalungkot. tumatanda na kaya ako kaya ganun o dahil naanod na ako ng buhay. Naisip ko yun kahapon. Nalungkot talaga ako. Kaso wala namang akong maisip gawin. Nakakalungkot.

random thoughts

I wonder what your problem with me is. I just don't know what the heck is wrong. I try not to be bothered and it's working most of the time but I can't go on being like this. If you have a problem with me, tell it to my face.

I think I spoke too soon. I said I was happy with everything in my life. Now, i think I'm on the brink of a burnout. My holiday spirit is lost and I can't seem to find it. It makes me kinda sad. I used to be a christmas person. Now... It's just not there. Stress. I think that's the answer. Stress. Stress!

I'm glad to have friends at work. It makes work bearable.

Someday I'll just snap. i know I will.

I miss my bed.

RedBox session last night was fun. I have to pay for it today. BEEP!

I miss my college friends. I miss college.

Pinoy Henyo. Luma? Lumang-luma!

update

I can't recall when was the last time I blogged. I have to admit that I miss typing and posting here. I'm always busy with other stuff and besides, I always thought that this site is restricted in the office. And office is where I spend most of my time. I just came back from Bangkok. My Aunt tagged me along. The place is nice same weather as here but the air there is less humid. I haven't posted my pics yet. Got a hundred or so. I had a really hard time coming back to work after the vacation. I badly need a full sleep. I also hosted our IT Awards night last Dec 9. It was fun. I didn't get to take home any prize and I lost the award I was nominated in to somebody else. But I believe that she deserves it better than I do. Congratulations, Cess! When I saw my co-nominees for the Best Analyst Award I knew it was you. Ü No questions. I wore a dress! A long gown like dress! I'll show you the dress next time. I also had my hair and nails done. Arte! John is in Vietnam doing onsite consulting. The sad part is that he'll be there until January. PS got me a US Visa. When am I leaving for the US? I still don't have an answer for that but I really hope that it's soon. I don't want my Visa to expire with me not able to go to the US. Mahihirapan ako kumuha ng Visa uli pag ganun. I don't want that hassle. I'm still busy with work. Work is fun, challenging and stressful at times. But at least I'm doing something I like. I'm proud of what I do and I think I'm doing a good job which makes it better and fulfilling on my part. I miss college and my college friends from time to time. I miss my old life but I can't bring it back. I am happy with my life right now. I have everything I want and sometimes more. I just miss certain peeps at time.